pregnancy cravings....

why in the world do I get pregnancy cravings? Its crazy. The same thing happened when Joana was pregnant with Sofia. This time I am so in love with peanut butter and bananas on toast! I can't get enough.

had statistics class today. while walking to class i realized that i really do count every stair that i step up. its annoying but i have to. And if i start the staircase stepping every other step i have to keep with that pattern.

got annoyed because we got our group papers back today for class. my group got a b. argh! i'd rather just do all the assignments myself. i hate the idea that other people's work affect my outcome.....thats why i became and icu nurse. I never trusted anyone else with my patients....i wanted to do ALL of the care ALL of the time.

decided to go for a run to justify eating all my pb&b sandwiches. i'm such an out of shape fatty. we've talked about joining a gym again but i really don't like the thought of paying for it. Jo wants to join a place that has an outdoor pool. That means the YMCA. hmmmmmm... that means downtown durham and i'm not so sure i wanna be hanging out there after the sun goes down. i don't know maybe its not so bad.

so tired of being pressured to join a committee at work involving chart audits, long boring meetings, etc.... i started my own committee. Its called the DAMN committee. Its for Devoted and Aspiring Male Nurses. Its for all the guys in our unit, nurses and nursing assistants. Funny, cause i never thought it would work but my manager likes the idea and all the girls wanna join! so sorry. you have to have a penis to be in the committee. So this month we are meeting to discuss Wilderness Medicine. I found an article that we will be reading over. To get a better idea of wilderness medicine we are camping out! I know, it will be a long committee meeting but we will have a lot to discuss! I love being the president of my own committee!

work called and asked if i could come in a littler early tonight because they are short staffed......i agreed so i need to get a couple of hours of sleep before i go in.

i think i'll stick with caffeinated coffee tonight!